I’m on alcohol right now.
bug deal
- why would you post shit on this beautiful forum. why would you spit in bloardman's face
- cranky kong has been lobotomized, or perhaps replaced by an unconvincing doppelganger
- what does help entail... anyway i don’t feel that bad all the time. right now i’m just like yeah i can continue existing
- I really want to die asap. can’t talk to anyone about that though. that’s just the depression talking, or i’m obligated to report this to the authorities. or something like that, is what various people would say.
- 👉 https://bloard.com/bloards/gbs/topics/thread-for-swearing
- all right. that’s cool
- [quote=kingdad42;%2Fbloards%2Fgbs%2Ftopics%2Fi-got-banned-from-twitter-for-questioning-the-narrative%2Fposts%2F6054] did getting off social media help at all? i dont think im gonna delete my twitter, but sometimes i think about how free i would feel without it all.. [/quote] it’s helped in the past but this time so far i’ve just replaced the habit with refreshing web forums instead and reading people go on and on about video games. sometimes i look at the politics forums to get a fix of people getting really mad at other people and each other. i am not any more engaged with the real world
- i'm too soy for twitter. I went crazy on there and also had a paranoid melt down in real life . i deleted all my social media accounts and have been avoiding people in general lol.
- [quote=littleerik;%2Fbloards%2Fgbs%2Ftopics%2Fi-would-live-this-life-over-a-million-times-given-the-chance%2Fposts%2F5930] 1. By definition, Mod is a being than which none greater can be imagined. [/quote] yea, by volume >_<
- [quote=orgamecha;%2Fbloards%2FBook_bloard%2Ftopics%2Fwelcome-to-book-bloard%2Fposts%2F5586] your diary [/quote] ☝
- [quote=meatbot;%2Fbloards%2Fgym_bloard%2Ftopics%2Fwelcum-to-gym-bloard%2Fposts%2F5486] snooby told me to post here but I don't want to [/quote] do you do everything snooby tells you...
- you have students? cool ...
- just classical . i want to learn more general stuff so i can improvise or jam or play stuff by ear or anything other than highly specific memorized pieces but i’m too dumb and impatient to learn anything new
- I feel a lot better today, almost certainly due to medication changes. i feel too good and i’m wary of a crash. whatever. it’s “cool” that my entire perception of the world and my self is regulated by chemicals that we’re changing all the time based on very confused self reported status reports every few weeks . sorry for saying cool sarcastically in the no irony thread
- the momentary feeling of accomplishment that i can only get from flashing lights and noises and am too used to getting artificially that despite being 32 years old i will never achieve in real life, also the steady distraction from my responsibilities and fears. then there was the time my brother and i beat mario 64 one evening and right after mario said thank you so mucha for to playing my game there was a hail of gunfire and screams from the othrr room where our parents were watching some movie and that was pretty funny.
- I can’t really say it with feeling ... i’m just kind of phoning it in now... I’m not strong enough to face my challenges. I’m going to hide from them until something else goes catastrophically wrong and then i’ll wish i were back here, before things got even worse
- real talk: i am shit and should be allowed to die
- [quote=slow%20learner;%2Fbloards%2Fgbs%2Ftopics%2Freal-talk-the-bloard-thread-with-a-strict-no-irony-policy%2Fposts%2F4535] this was sincere btw [/quote] depression stinks ass....