it's one of those "WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE AHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME" kind of nights, you know? kingdad are you a deustchermann living in den USA? i kind of get that feeling (no bully, i never look at stuff on twitter so i don't know the talk of the town - i didn't even know swann was gone until someone mentioned it on here)