[quote=bug%20deal;%2Fbloards%2Fgbs%2Ftopics%2Freal-talk-the-bloard-thread-with-a-strict-no-irony-policy%2Fposts%2F6668] I don’t know how, or where, to do that, and I’m emotionally stunted or screwed up somehow because I don’t feel whatevermy bro and dad are [/quote] there are victim's rights orgs out there that can help. but more important than that is probably the understanding that everyone deals with things in different ways according to who they are. I sure hope you don't beat up on yourself for having dissimilar reactions. I dunno. I'm sorry man.